ATTN ALL RL FRIENDS THAT ARENT KAI

Friday: Do boring stuff, run around being an idiot, get sugar high, watch POTC: DMC for the third time since I bought it on Wednesday, take a relaxing bath with new bath salts and bath pillow (i had no idea these things existed until my mom shoved one at me today and was like HERE HAVE THIS) in the master bathroom jet tub.

Saturday: Watch Hot Fuzz with Kristen, possibly go to the Alamo with Nana and Mom.

Sunday: Go to B&N with Cassie and gag as she fangirls Twilights like nobody's business.

Somewhere in there I need to fit a trip to Borders (possibly the new one that Ben mentioned?), a trip to Starbucks (but thats part of B&N, I guess), and maybe a trip to Buckle/Hot Topic/whatever, although the onle HT I know of is at the mall and ew the mall is so far away. *whine* Although its near a software store, from my memory, so hmmmm. I might save that for next weekend though. Anyways.

I want to be industrious this weekend and get some stuff done!

Since Sunday is also homework-day, I'm thinking Saturday, sometime before I go catch a movie with Kristen (which will be around 7-8). y/n? There's also the option of tagging along with when I go hang out with Cassie, but I don't want that, and I'm sure you don't want that, so lets just pretend that isn't an option.

ATTN ALL NON-RL FRIENDS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT BE KAI

1. Donnie/Frank crack!fic. I know, Kai. I know.
2. SHELLI I SWEAR I WILL TYPE IT UP AS SOON AS THINGS STOP DISTRACTING ME OMG ILY
3. Is there anyone here who would be interested in Maurice fanfic? Or, say, Trainspotting? Or any other obscure fandom like that?
3a. Also, Shelli, I'mma go see Hot Fuzz and if I'm feelin' the maincharslash vibe that you felt we can totally pimp that mother like we did SA, and by that I mean totally dominate whatever fanfic fandom there might be (although I think for HF it might be just us).
4. I'm thinking of starting a long!fic, but I'm not sure if I'm up to it, and I only really have vague ideas. Whatchy'all think? Should I do it? Any ideas?
5. There is no number 5.
6. I'm not dead, guys! =D Really, honest!
7. ???
8. PROFIT

but i feel like this is something i need to share.

sent to my math teacher after totally failing at a take home test that was due today. i just sent it.

i was debating on whether or not i should post this, but i decided, 'fuck it, i need people right now'. call it a plea for attention, but i've been denying myself this release for too long.

( clicky for pathetic. )

seriousfuckinly. i wish i could show my mom this, but its like that song "tell em if you like / we'll tell em all tonight / they'll never listen / because their minds are made up"-- no matter what i say, she'll say i'm just trying to get attention, that im ungrateful, and that i'm being a moody teenager. seriously, i cannot talk to her about this. ive tried so many times before in my life and it doesnt. fucking. work.

help, please. help, comfort, just anything. i really need it right now, and i never ask for this (except from you, shelli, so you're exempt). so... please.

thanks.

i'm thinking of getting a new journal.

*pauses to allow Laurel everyone to throw rotten produce and boo loudly*

it's just that i want a new journal, is all. i want to friend some people that i know in rl or that i dont know in rl and set up friends filters so my rl friends don't have to deal with slashfiction overloading their poor brains and my not-rl friends dont have to deal with me going "WHO WANTS TO SEE A MOVIE I WANT TO SEE A MOVIE DOES ANYONE WANT TO SEE A MOVIE??????".

also i am (pretty much) finally over the worst of the mental breakdowns i've had since moving to hell i mean Texas, and so i've been trying to get rid of things and make things new. ie clothes, my room, even my school binders, that kind of thing. so a new journal would really help my psyche right now.

but i totally swear i would keep the new one for like all of highschool. maybe. depends. uh. i mean. totally. idk. i dont want to promise anything because i totally promised this was my last one until graduation and lol we all know how that turned out.

anyways.

POLL!

Poll #965178 yes i am a wishy-washy betch, deal plz
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All

Esh should get a new journal y/n

if y, her new journal name should be...

Laurel to me:
You still alive? Or did the mandrakes get you?

Me to Laurel:
Well, I'm alive as in yes I am breathing and my organs are functioning properly, but I'm pretty internet-dead. I got in an Epic Battle!!!!!! (TM) with my mom last Thursday, too, so I probably wont be able to make a comeback for a few weeks yet beyond drabbles, and even then, only if my muse gets off her fat lazy ass and inspires me.

Apologies. <3 I've missed you all quite terribly, I've just been really "blaaah" lately because-- I'm sorry-- I hate Texas. But I'm getting better. I finally hit rock bottom a few days ago, so now I'm recovering and trying to get rid of the last vestiges of stress and bad vibes. :D

----

There. Consider my absence explained. XD But I do love you all and I will try to come back. And I'll start with a MEME. Woot! Some of these you (my flist) might know... and by that I mean one in particular... and I think you know who I am talking about... ahemahemahemahem.... so bonus points if you recognize me talking to you. (Trust me, none of them are bad-- all the bad ones are directed towards the jackasses at my school, if I remember right, so yes). There's one of them in here that I'll be like so depressed if s/he doesn't recognize. Srs. I'll just be like *emo emo emo*.

Anyways.

From quirkie&bubblegumlocks&i think Kelly did it too: There have been many things that have been left unsaid between many people. Use this opportunity to tell ten people or more in your life EXACTLY what you think of them, but don't tell them who they are.

( ROAWR )

*jumps on bandwagon 3 months late*

Here is my (unfinished) list. Reccomendations appreciated.
Sorry for apathetic post, am tired.
x_x

( LOL BOOKZ HUR )

Ok so nothing is very interesting right about now.

So here's an update on my psyche, as per a chat with Shelli in which I bitched about my life.

...except one part because someone I know reads this journal and... yeah. XD

Oh. I would be RFU by the way, in case you couldnt tell from the emo angst teenage sighing.

*siiigh*
( Still in chat form because I'm lazy, stfu. )

Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs:

( Franz Ferdinand )

Okay, so here's what you do: you just answer each of the following questions using lyrics to a song! Simple enough?

( Shore! =D )

So I had this huge post of srslyfun memespam I was going to post, and LJ ate it.

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So... yeah. I'm seriously bored. XD Is anyone on?

...please?



ps. f-list, feel free to drop me prompts. i may not do them. but if i do... that would be nice. XD

The Bitch of Living = one of the most fun songs ever.
:3

It makes me want to see Sping Awakening...

Anywho, there was a point I was going to make at some point.. I'm painting with wet nails and there is nailpolish on my spacebar. XD Oh well... anyways.

Anyone have any music reccomendations? Also, I cant be the only person not doing anything this weekend. >< I'm thinking of going to the Starbucks in La Frontera to write tomorrow, and I might catch a movie with Bruno... thats it though. And I dont even know if we'll see the movie. I dont think we'll be able too.
*huffs loudly* Anyone want to see Epic Movie with me?

*hums* Ok, so to recap:
1) Music recs please. Anything. Just. Anything. XD
2) Someone please save me from this unrelenting boredom, I am about to die.
3) Bitch of Living = <3.

..yeah thats all.